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85 Richest People As Wealthy As Poorest Half of The World


Working for the Few - Oxfam report

Source: F. Alvaredo, A. B. Atkinson, T. Piketty and E. Saez, (2013) ‘The World Top Incomes Database’, http://topincomes.g-mond.parisschoolofeconomics.eu/ Only includes countries with data in 1980 and later than 2008. Photograph: Oxfam Link to article: http://www.theguardian.com/business/2014/jan/20/oxfam-85-richest-people-half-of-the-world

 But if you’re gonna read what I’m gonna say here then please, don’t  click on that now, because I haven’t myself.    I just wanted to comment on that statement only, or fact that some 85  “humans” own as much as other 3.5 billions.   My 5 Initial/Quick Thoughts:


1-  Who are these people?  Are they entitled to this money? Are they using it, spending it, earning it, employing, working and investing it  legally?

In case of admirable positions, high authority figures, and ones who fulfill themselves to operate that amount of material fairy to other fellow humans, achieving  promises to many, saving lives, helping families and individual better their lives and all other forms of charity,   then  we’ve nothing but admiration, gratefulness, honor and love to give to those people and we look up for what they did.  An example is    The Pledge of Bill Gates,  Warren Buffet

In case of corruption,  whether any type or possibility of it being political, governments, public services, conspiracies,  thefts… etc,  then  negative thought #2 comes along:

2- how do you feel that your life standard  by definition, the earning-vs-cost of life, is one that more than 4.1 hundred thousands of people share?

  I am myself   for this part, but I know and I’m already doing it that I am someone who would pledge like the Gates and Buffet.   Btw, everyone, who I told this one to, agreed that I’m living my life this chainless way already.

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Suicide Game

Here’s the game, gonna only say it once…

I’m suicidal, I’m depressed, I’m fucked up.

People with my history are criminals or ones who killed themselves.

In my mind, no one deserves kindness because I never had such thing.

To not be I just pretend; smile on because I’m playing the game.

There’s a point of no return in the brain where it will shut love or go insane.

You lose if you get there.  I wish you knew where I’ve been.

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Self hate

because of_U_f

Racism, you made me hate my race.

Sexism, you made me hate being a male.

Hate what I didn’t choose and couldn’t change.

You live once, and I’m living with self hate.

Wish I could rip out my skin to ease the pain.

cut my genitals  and cover my face

It’s letting you prejudge me till I die.

Life is ugly and so am I.


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Anguished Lullaby of Pain

escaping nightmares


These feelings are too ugly to write about.
These times are too awful to keep in memory

How dare I ask you to sleep.

Close yours eyes and wait.
I will sing you a lullaby of pain

Breathless weeping, vexatious faint

Firing neurons twitching brain

Lumping scorching jugular veins

Heart throbbing accelerated rate

Blaring headache itching ache

Contracted sight speech impaired

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Vent To The Stars

Jealous of the shining stars in the galaxy,

I’m the beaten asteroid with tale of tears.

How come no other star is lonely,

I see them all dancing with peers.

No other where to say it but here.
Wish the day passes by.  Wish I just fall asleep.

Wish I stop living this boring theme.

Hands on my cheek, miserable sorry being.

Unpleasantly clear, unworthy of belief.

Watching kids having fun. What is pleasure, is it real?

I failed my team when I had a dream.

Not here to appeal. Might my soul tonight just leave.

Restless past, harrowing peace.

Abrased flashbacks, relentless fears.

Compulsive erratic epileptic writings,  anonymous dear.

In a public site, for no one to read.

Faking a smile trying to heal. Trying to dance with insides that bleed.

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He Wants The D , Give Him The Death Penalty!

People Budget Fix Rally July 30.2009 Stefanie Faucher 004

 pic source: Stefanie Faucher

This is not about killing the gays or their rights;  it’s about criminal psychopaths who are sentenced to death.

How many times did you hear the victim’s family say “It’s kind of a closure. but not a tear; I saw his face at the sentencing, he was plain, cold; had no expressions.  no guilt; evil it was like staring at the white devil. …etc ”   Well,   off course he had no expressions.   He’s a psychopath. He’s incapable of feeling any remorse or empathy.  He will actually go to his death sentence with a clear conscious thinking you all misjudged him and feeling the purest forms of utmost innocence and irreproachability.

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Power Shuts Down Empathy

  Neuroscientists have found evidence to suggest feelings of power shut down a system in our brain that helps with empathy.

Neuroscientists have found evidence to suggest feelings of power shut down a system in our brain that helps with empathy.

But empathy may be gained when you exclude that person from your life.  However in the same time,  like an addictive status of a drug, that individual will seek power in an environment where he can use subordinates and less powerful people and not be around people who he can’t use.

This is something I knew was true all the time; I went through it personally.   I dont’ feel like sharing my experiences and stories about it, but I was shocked to read its outcome this way especially the last line about that new study.

The site is also linking to the whole study in a pdf

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Weak Existence

Not conscious of life.
Numbed by its disappointments.
A weak existence, one dimensional and timed.

Talking to myself, hearing my echo. Not leaving my bed.

Aware of how I talk to distract myself and experiencing how I don’t think.

Pushing it forward, but it isn’t moving.

Sick of breathing, sick of eating; sick of being conscious.

Am I truly stuck?  I’m not panicking.

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Paralysis of depression


Timeline testifies.

Coping mechanism.

Checking for happiness.

Wasting time whispering

And less time thinking..

Less time thinking…

Less time thinking…


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Everything Patterns The Same

Every behavior and everything has an analogy in life, business, physics, math, biology/physiology, neuroscience, psychology, astronomy, philosophy, sociology … social economy, communication science, policies of different kinds,  interactions and games, even wasting time seeking hobbies or playing video games.. just in every form of science.

You can always find valuable lessons from the universe on any scale and level to have an extremely similar analogy in one’s life.

PBS Nova – Fractals – Hunting the Hidden Dimension:

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