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Its the time of year when I’m the most sad
Just before my birthdays turn all lonely
I’m heartbroken and you’re too pretty
I can’t look at you
You make me fall in love
Then don’t care about me
Empty emotions hurt
Because everyday is like yesterday
Now’s even began to feel like tomorrow
That goes on forever that goes on forever
Life is too short and we keep thinking about death the whole time
The whole world is so grey
Silence after every spoken word
meaning what was just said doesn’t matter
Some day, someone will care
I think it was not a dream but unreal….
I keep a lot of things to myself
I wish I don’t forget these….
How can I forget existence’s best thing
something similar is experienced by humans jumping and changing experiences – or- accelerating in frames of happiness.
A relative experience point of view, because happiness is so important to the brain that it would have its own reference to each individual.
The brain is good at surviving through shaping the interactions that result in happiness how redefining what they are or how they are triggered.
I believe that’s the reason children can adapt through touch psychological environments at the cost of whatever they become later on.
Because of human brains are limed and the same, as well as because of the universe entropy and life randomness, there come to be two types of happiness of experiencing happiness imagined as Sinusoidal waves:
First rule, is that happiness occurs and would only gravitate to its receivers.
Second rule, is that it doesn’t affect or matter to anything or anyone but the receiver.
The two types are, in summary:
1- Expected satisfactions
2- Satisfying expectations.
If we don’t learn history, then everyone will do the same mistakes again. Everyone has to learn from The Republic of China. It’s same power driven class discrimination that existed in many civilizations for generations and still exists in many countries . It goes like this:
“We’re more powerful than others because of our resources and money, and we can use those perceptually to even get more powerful. It’s a really fun and easy beautiful life.
Meanwhile others who are not powerful endure a hard life, so if we want to stay powerful we have to accept to see them, use them and keep them living in hardship.
This empathy ruins my fun. Read the rest of this page »
2- Exclusive technology to enslave, generate more power/earnings.This behavior sets humans years back but it has always happened over centuries in many cultures that demonstrated pyramidal slavery.
He almost killed his family instead of protecting them. How was the end result good for him or his family?
He helped arresting and busting all his father’s and people movements, compromising info for security from the enemy. In return, so grateful they did not assassinate his father.?
It’s a very pathetic yet lucky story if you believe what they told him and that they actually never used his info against his people or behind him.
All agents accept not facing reality, they accept breathing and lying, and lying in every breath He has no problem changing belief, selling and betraying his family. Even his handler knew it and saw his weaknesses in him from day 1. .
There’s no excuse for being stupid, however his experiences and upbringing were tough. What made it worse was his strict upbringing and father authority figure thing. It made him unable to share his true ideologies to his father and family, and instead cooperate and go for hidden desperate deals with an enemy that did in the past, and could have, and would in the future hurt him.
Can you be my counselor tonight?
I want to tell you something now that I may not tell you at any other time.
I can’t stand up anymore.
Watch me throw myself on the ground
A lesser human
Arrogant and useless
Obnoxious and repulsive
I’ve always been lonely so leave me alone now.
So freaking ugly don’t take my photo man.
Asking about how I’m doing like you give a fk
I wanna say f-k you.. and I cant wait to die
Those voices I couldn’t keep to myself,
Simply mean nothing to everyone else.
Thus no one cares about mental illness.
Just in mind experienced:
“Go kill yourself! Shortcut the BS.”
Those Undersea Humans!!!
Imagine them as Mermaids, they’re exactly like humans but live under the sea; (So they’re the opposite; can’t breath air O2)
As a leader of Mankind I’d love to imagine we avoid every war and unite toward a superior coexistence!
However, our information regarding their population and intellectualism is unknown, so it’s important to demonstrate a better understanding of intellectuality for the final aim of assuring higher control and superiority to Humans (fuk mermaids r killin us m8). By letting them play our game of intellectualism, we maintain the leader seat in case Mermaids were superior in another aspect that would not align with our benefits.
So we found out those Mermaids been causing global warming/ greenhouse: (Just exacting and drilling the sh-t out of the ocean bottoms! killing all other animals there, and endangering the huck out of all things… Sighhh.. well honestly just like us, but underseas!)
Anyway, so they’re occupying 71%of Earth’s surface+(increasing because of warming effects. It’s getting out of hand!) Read the rest of this page »
How Humanity Will End: (Optimistic- probable- extended- corrective Scenario)
1. Nature extincts to exist. (Everything adapts to live. 99% of spices who ever lived extincted.) From the universe prospective: Spices extinction is a natural way to live.
2. Earthian DNA/ biology limit. This star material took billions of years of biological evolutions on Earth making humans’ Earthians. (e.g., Martian; born from Marsh) Earthian : Originated and optimized to populate and function from, on, and by Earth and its exchange of energies. The cost to sustain a planet that cannot sustain humans is to compensate with technology or generations of genome alterations. Once primary, they sustain much easier than all other secondary extinction-endangered spices that they may want to save (e.g. Pandas).
3. Behavior entropy. (Lack of compassion -vs- Arrogance of needs). The change in momentum and energy of human’s neocortex. The characteristics of human’s hearts and brains in the big picture; The imperfections of intelligence and consciousness in humans are what contribute to their wrongful purposes and doings. The failed measures behind the heaviest crises are the reasons why human behavior bend its passion for its survival. Why are humans secured behind egos not reality when countered with misunderstandings ? What drives humans purposes? Why wars? What do humans fail-to-live for? : 1-life origin (purpose). 2-energy source (ability to live).
The projected best-run scenario claims that the end of human civilization as we know it will happen when Read the rest of this page »
Sometime charities try to take on big challenging social issues such as: taking care of millions of disadvantaged, needy, sick people who are not expected to give anything in return neither guarantee that they become able to help themselves in the end after all. To me those seem to be tough tasks that require one to hire a superhero, instead of trying to solve them with charity resources and long distance donations. And also btw Superman doesn’t work for free, that was a lie.. he wants his salary…
Albeit having definitions that help rank charities with contribution and expense ratios, watch lists and ratings, the concept of practical volunteering is challenging due the misalignment of its results against efforts in real life -vs- on paper despite its goodwill intention in every situation.
The duties of a society describe the un-avoided obligations to its individuals. The compassion of a society is shown in gift investing between its classes however it cannot be asked for or demanded. Philanthropic altruistism in a society may lead to non-profit services that remain impractical contributions for the disadvantaged. Those definitions mandate the management of successful volunteering to employ free or non-profit resources to develop beneficial services that eventually gift the capability of self help to their community. The theoretical aim to achieve self help is very essential to practical charities in the approach of “Don’t give me the fish; teach me how to fish.” Implementing that principle tells that failure charities are the ones that who would just give full cash and no practical help.
Volunteering and charities do not speak directly about payrolls as paid jobs. Instead of having employees evaluated, motivated, controlled, blamed and judged by a business’s net income, volunteering gets challenged by factors such as the employees’ actual qualifications or attitude to fulfill duties and services to upscale and help the lives of others. That rough economic gear of volunteering, that demands productive generosity and offers no return investing, is what makes it more difficult in reality than on paper. Successful volunteering models relate to the improvements of workforces over generations within the same work sector for a society. Similarly, failed models of volunteering in a society relate to episodic productivity for each generation to that same work sector. Read the rest of this page »
Flipping hours in bed with insomnia
No one asking for days,
No one cares
Does it get any lonelier
Because I’m numb to it
Beyond sad I’m sick of this.
Instead of suicide notes
I screamed and fought. I go on
complaining about how lonely it gets
when the way I talk is the exact same…
life is scary
I think I’m just distracting myself so that time passes by.
Another day to waste alone