I don’t know what I want
well, pretty much I was going to talk about things that’re not particularly new and indeed inferable from my old content. (something proves that I cant choose a real goal to achieve in life..)
so, instate I wanted to just say shit that I wanna say, but for a second I stopped thinking… it’s true I made this blog for shit crap and pointless rant, but recently, I gotta say… I think I made it something .. valuable you know: like meaningful, or to be more correct: insightful and deep.
so, I thought, I should put my shit crap talk into this place… while for the other second i thought: no dude, you decided long time ago… this place for shit crap pointless rant, and it’s ganna remain this way.
I’m just going with decision 2: which is Keep this place for pointless shitty rant, and if it happened that you said some insightful shit thru, then congrats but we aint ganna change this shit 4 ya… boo!
Therefore: here’s couple of stuff that I felt .. bwweahh
– my loneliness is killing me
– is lonely as fahuk
– will prove that he’s insane
– feel like i want to overdose/ feel like overdosing
– what does really matter ,,,
– not sure…
– empty but don’t know what I want to fill myself with
– feel like crying
….. so, whaddya think?… I really wanna die.