Awkward and Shy
I see you when I close my eyes.
messed up right?
an in-and-out-of-love girl
So it happens often
I can’t keep a thing to myself
my heart is used to it.
Don’t look at me while you do it
… I like being ignored
and I still see you when I close my eyes,
even taste you in my dreams
All my clothes smell like you
I found your hair in my notebook the other day
We walked together everywhere
Now I feel half of my body missing
You’re busy, people around you all the time
right, I should have some dignity.
I read this line every time and say you deserved it
freaking alone.. freaking alone wanted to try a new thing
Thought you were ready; but where did it go wrong.
I swear those freaking moments I spent with you were the funnest ever.
let me try this again..
Instructions on how to leave, my heart I mean.
On your way out slowly please,
not to shatter the glass on my sleeve.
because I loved you deeply,
you will get to watch me grieve
devastating dreams behind my perfect physique
so remind me of when I first saw you.
then you said no.
. I was awkward and shy
my fault. awkward and shy