Existence’s Best Thing; Love
It’s my saddest time of the year
Just before all my birthdays turn out lonely
In the middle of a paloroid existence
Jumping in and out of so many colors
I’m heartbroken and you’re too pretty
I can’t fall in love with you
Stop being nice
I can’t believe you kissed me
Then left me with empty emotions
My everyday feels like yesterday
Now has even begun to feel like tomorrow
That goes on forever that goes on forever
Life is fast; happy or sad it wont last
I’m used to misery
My white world is grey
Silence after every spoken word
Meaning what was said doesn’t matter
Some day, someone will care
Because I don’t think it was a dream but unreal….
That’s just unfair
I keep a lot of things to myself
I wish I don’t forget these….
How can I forget existence’s best thing
I’m talking about the talking, the kissing and brain fireworks.
The acceptance was unreal.
I know that I fall in love easily, but
how did you do that? how can I forget you now
You made love to my heart beyond body
What you hear happens, happened …
A slice of heaven I was in, and an angel then
Eye locked and started kissing,
to another universe I was parting
I remember asking if what was happening,
when it was happening, was happening
When I told you this is like a dream only
You stepped into my heart and walked all over
Then out you left me writing about
where I can’t go and who I can’t find.
Since it hurts to wonder if my existence was reality,
I know what happened was not real, but