Dying When Our Jobs Are Done
I’m going crazy, would it matter if I told you?
A world of misery, will anything change if I tell you?
Wide awake until I sleep tonight
So alive until I die this life
Emotions all over the place
Brain is shellshocked
Meaning that I play this game
Passing time pretending to live
Hoping that it goes by in peace
Traveling the least path of pain
Closer to death letting entropy increase
Talking myself out how awful it feels
It’s Dejav… damn not again…
Wonder if we’ll get to talk to someone in an afterlife
because we didn’t get to talk to anyone alive.
to explain consciousness and why this felt endless.
wonder if I should get there faster.
sick of having hopes, sick of giving up
Distracting my mind as my thoughts race
Waiting the sun to bring another day, then nothing happens
This thing we live through anyway
Loneliness numb. why are we so aware of life?
Is God there? Space is scary, and life on Earth is a joke
Hells and heavens? For our pathetic souls? Is God bored?
God listens… God listens, if you don’t believe me, pray