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no idea

sometimes you just gotta cry… to let it out.  I don’t know what it is that you let out. but this shit is how, some of us humans come out of some battles alive after being beaten up.  struggling and shit. never made it.  dreams are too far. too too far. too freaking far. seem impossible. I’m just not meant to be there. not meant to be that dude who I always thought I could be. Read the rest of this page »


wanna explode and cry to … fate?

stuff aren’t going my way at all

I don’t know why I don’t want to do what I’m supposed to do…  do projects and homework.  I missed 5% of my thermo class last Monday when I missed all the due shit that was for that day

I didn’t finish the thermo project yet,   and still have the kinematics project that I kind of have no idea about it at all ~

I keep doing everything to “avoid” starting my work… ADD? Read the rest of this page »

..failin college& stress

i’ll write what’s happening to me coldly ( no emos)

– thermo2334- 4credit was doing just C before this

just got out of an exam this morning, Read the rest of this page »

poor cheap f**king love

cheap poor love

cheap poor fking love

cheap poor fking love

cheap poor fking lov Read the rest of this page »

Yesterday&Today&Tomorrow&After Tomorrow | continous stress, but we go thru| missed another 3% of my 4-credit class

yesterday: was doing hw from 10 pm till 6 am, slept 30 mins, went to school, class 730am class 830-10:30 am then ate then class 12-1:30 pm, went back, slept 2 hrs, then went soccer, walking to the field from 6pm, as there was a game starting 7:30 pm. I was so excited Read the rest of this page »

busy life pace, it’s changing me

I don’t b!tch about how lonely or depressed I am these days as much as I used to.  SImpley because, I don’t have the time to do so. In fact, I’m looking for the time to do that, and I can’t Read the rest of this page »

Is this love that I am feeling

I like them so much.
Their voices are stuck in my head.
They can tell me anything and I will do it.
They can do nothing I hate;
I become obsessed with everything they do.
I find them perfect whether I use my logic or heart.
Forever and ever I can be their slave if no one freed me. Read the rest of this page »

tears on the page for The Sacred Love

She must tell me a story before bed.  She must let me know she’s there all the
time.  I started to call her when I’m in fear, when I’m hungry, and for everything I wanted.

Everyday helped me like if she owned me her life.  

I felt lost when I couldn’t find her. 

I couldn’t let her go away from me
because I couldn’t trust any other one. Read the rest of this page »

Lucid Dream Adventrues: I knew it was a dream!

Lucid Dreaming:
– at some point in a dream, I realize it’s a dream and not real life.
– I can wake myself up if I wanted after that ( I just do what I call the “HuuuuH!” lol, which is an burst of energy I put in my breathing then I suddenly wake up. Or instead of waking up, I can do whatever I like while I’m in the dream knowing that I’m dreaming)
so it happens unexpectedly,     in the middle of the dream:  I just figure out it is a dream:

Dreams that happened again and again til I spotted it:(BUSTED Series)

Choose any one down to read =)   First ones were kind of silly; I had them when I was a kid,

stupid stories’  time ! xD enjoy




1 – Teh Skeleton:

When I was a kid  I had that dream of a skeleton chasing me Read the rest of this page »

Evil Is Fun


Swallowed; my energy is drawn
I can’t feel my feet. My clothes are soaked
My heart locking beats; I’m at my dirtiest and it’s fun
I’ll just get rid of these clothes after I’m done
People wont know what before I had on
I’m sick of everyone telling me how clean I should be
So much hate.  Now I want  to see grief in others eyes
Let me be the judge.  I’ll change my clothes after
A malevolent God where  life can be unfair

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