sometimes you just gotta cry… to let it out. I don’t know what it is that you let out. but this shit is how, some of us humans come out of some battles alive after being beaten up. struggling and shit. never made it. dreams are too far. too too far. too freaking far. seem impossible. I’m just not meant to be there. not meant to be that dude who I always thought I could be. Read the rest of this page »
stuff aren’t going my way at all
I don’t know why I don’t want to do what I’m supposed to do… do projects and homework. I missed 5% of my thermo class last Monday when I missed all the due shit that was for that day
I didn’t finish the thermo project yet, and still have the kinematics project that I kind of have no idea about it at all ~
I keep doing everything to “avoid” starting my work… ADD? Read the rest of this page »
Yesterday&Today&Tomorrow&After Tomorrow | continous stress, but we go thru| missed another 3% of my 4-credit class
yesterday: was doing hw from 10 pm till 6 am, slept 30 mins, went to school, class 730am class 830-10:30 am then ate then class 12-1:30 pm, went back, slept 2 hrs, then went soccer, walking to the field from 6pm, as there was a game starting 7:30 pm. I was so excited Read the rest of this page »
She must tell me a story before bed. She must let me know she’s there all the
time. I started to call her when I’m in fear, when I’m hungry, and for everything I wanted.
Everyday helped me like if she owned me her life.
I felt lost when I couldn’t find her.
I couldn’t let her go away from me
because I couldn’t trust any other one. Read the rest of this page »
– I can wake myself up if I wanted after that ( I just do what I call the “HuuuuH!” lol, which is an burst of energy I put in my breathing then I suddenly wake up. Or instead of waking up, I can do whatever I like while I’m in the dream knowing that I’m dreaming)
Dreams that happened again and again til I spotted it:(BUSTED Series)
Choose any one down to read =) First ones were kind of silly; I had them when I was a kid,
stupid stories’ time ! xD enjoy
1 – Teh Skeleton:
When I was a kid I had that dream of a skeleton chasing me Read the rest of this page »
I can’t feel my feet. My clothes are soaked.
My heart locking beats; I’m my dirtiest; it’s fun.
I’ll just get rid of these clothes after I’m done.
People wont know what before I had on.
I’m sick of everyone telling me how clean I should be.
So much hate. Now I want to see grief in others eyes.
Let me be the judge. I’ll change my clothes after.
A malevolent God where life can be unfair.