where we write it


Because I’m lonley


When I cry, I dry all my tears  because i’m lonely
When I write, I burn all my pages because i’m lonely
When I’m in fear, I don’t have who calms me down except me.
When I’m in love, I wait my heart to lose its heat before me.
When I’m down, I take all the pain, and it hurts me Read the rest of this page »


يا عيني .. يا عيني .. لماذا لا أرى الحقيقة بكي

يا عيني .. يا عيني .. لماذا لا أرى الحقيقة بكي , فأني لا أرى الا الخيال

وما بكي يا اذني لا تسمعينني الا كذب واحتبال

وما بلساني عاجز عن قول الحقيقة اضغط هنا لقراءة النص بالكامل >>

I’m saying almost

Hey listen; I’m using the word almost now. It means a lot
to me..

I thought I’ was dead; …. I am almost dead.

I was shot in almost every part of my heart.

I was burned until the fire almost lost its heat.

almost feel no pain, but I see the scars. I almost
call myself loser, almost Read the rest of this page »

Living hard moments

It’s painful to live your hard moments while you know it. I always felt I had a good share of those. In every chapter of my life, I wish to close my eyes and skip years from it. The more I think about it, Read the rest of this page »

why i do what i do

WARNING: this blog MAY WASTE YOUR TIME. It was “written just right now”; it contains a young-troubled guy talking crap about himself and stuffing it into the readers’ brains.

quote from VH member (Dawn), in her last blog asked
“Why do people vlog if they don’t want to show an insight into what kind of person they are?”.
Well, maybe to show that side of them that they want everybody to see.
just like me; I don’t people to notice i’m a retard ;P
——– Read the rest of this page »

don’t reach me

It’s further than my dreams. It’s beyond my imagination.. to scale my emotions to you.   I can’t understand you, and you don’t have to humilate me for it.  I understand that you can’t or don’t want to feel the way I do.   You might be right, I might not be this sad if I could be something else, too. Read the rest of this page »

You Decide blog

Ok, listen,  first part you talked about* you have no control over physical/environmental/genetics… etc*  cool, that right, YET, you can always have an effect on those whenever, wherever you are (example, genetics make you physically weak: you can still be strong(er) than what you were left with by genetics … so so other examples)  so it’s not like I don’t have a “choice” in being weak ?!  sorry, get on yourself and make a “change”  you might still be weak, but you are stronger than before=> therefore, it’s possible to even be really strong or even the strongest Read the rest of this page »


A principle method for scientific inquiry….
So here’s the experiment I want you to do, just fallow the steps

You need the following:

1- A small sharp piece of glass.  (less than a mm wide, less than a cm long.
Just like if you broke a window and picked up a shatter)

2- PATIENCE Read the rest of this page »

As A Psychiatrist to Me


want them to disappear and get AWAY from me and NEVER see them or hear
their F–KING VOICES or any stories about Read the rest of this page »

can’t mange this

even if I tried to organize what I should do for today, it just won’t happen.

I love to relax and live in peace, sleep when I need to, and eat when I need to.  it’s really ugly when you feel hungry and in need to eat, but have nothing to feed yourself. A Read the rest of this page »